Moon Moon 4th Birthday

Yes, Moon Moon is turning 4. This year she is celebrating her birthday at school. Special thanks to Sheu for making this beautiful cake for her birthday.

 Little Pony Theme

I was expecting the party will go smoothly, but who knows there are kids crying in the class. Their crying is more louder than the birthday song. At that moment, I wish to end the party as fast as I can. One crying to look for his parent, and another girl is funny, she cried because she stand quite far and cannot see the cake. All the kids are pushing here and there to stay near the cake. The most funniest action is Moon Moon. She keep asking the others "CANNOT Touch, CANNOT Touch". Of course no one will bother her. What's a bad experience for me at the very first time.

Can't even to have chance for Moon to take photo alone with the cake. Sigh~

 

  
At night, just having dinner and bring her to the indoor playground. Is always happy to see her smiling face. Keep this up always. Happy Birthday my girl~

2017 First School Day

Today is Moon Moon's orientation day, first school day after long holiday, and this year she is in the 4 years old class. Early in the morning, she woke up happily and prepare herself, she is so excited to meet her friends in school later. Last year was more like playing and socialize, this year is going to be a tough year for her, I know she can handle it very well.

When we reached school, she is so happy. No crying. Walked-in to the classroom, teacher allocate her seat and she sit quietly with others. After school, she told me "boys and girls" are crying in the classroom. Haha~

Good job to Moon Moon, doing a great job today.  Happy School Day!

 

我的2016

悲伤的2016终于结束了，新的一年又来临了。这一年过得特别的快，不知不觉彬彬已经离开7个月了。今年是我有生以来最伤心的一年，面对彬彬的离世，我还能做什么，我感到很绝望，往后的日子该怎么办，还好有阿妹陪我一起走下去，不然我会怎样呢。离世的人得到了解脱，可是在世的人呢？很难受啊，为什么上天要这么安排？我只想一家人开开心心的在一起，这个要求很过分吗？为什么要带走彬彬？为什么啊？

昨天，阿妹突然跟我说：“点解人地有爸爸，我无”。我听了心很痛，但是我得告诉她，她有爸爸的，只不过爸爸在“请请”那边而已。以后她长大了，我也会面对这个问题，没有爸爸的阿妹，成长会有问题吗？在一个偏袒和不完整的家庭成长，阿妹的态度和价值观会有影响吗？我不知道阿妹以后会怎样，但是我可以给的，我会尽我能力给她，现在只希望她能够健健康康、快快乐乐。　

每当我一个人的时候，总会觉得特别的孤单。可是我知道我不是一个人，彬彬已经永远的住进我的心里，虽然没在一起，可是我们没有距离了，因为彬彬一直都在陪着我。和彬彬一起10年了，经历了很多很多。我经常想起我们以前的点点滴滴，往事只能回味！现在彬彬不在了，没有埋怨他了，也没有再说他的不好了，想起的都是一些快乐的回忆。现在每天都会想起彬彬，想着想着眼泪就不听话了。

以前我都会对新的一年有新的期望，可是2017，我没有愿望。没有了彬彬，什么都不是了。要是能给我一个愿望，我不贪心，我只要彬彬回来！我知道我这辈子再也找不回一个像彬彬一样的人了。以前我会觉得彬彬对我好是理所当然的，现在回想，我觉得很愧疚。幸福不是必然的，一定要懂得珍惜，我现在懂了，可是已经太迟了！彬彬，好想你哦！