Sign or Resign?

Until now I'm still thinking whether want to stay in this company or resign.. This company offer quite good actually, but I don't like their working attitude.. Talk different, do different.. This is the most worst thing in working.. I have get my confirmation letter last month, but still haven't sign, coz I haven't decide want to stay or resign.. Haihz.. So hard to choose.. I want to earn money, that's why I'll stay for that long.. If this happened last time, for sure I will throw my resignation letter at once, and I won't think anymore, but now I have to think of many things..

Firstly, thinking of my future, I know I can learn more in event management kind of things in this company, but have to discover by my own, quite hard actually, coz I want to know from A-Z.. Secondly for my loves one, I wish I can stay at home after I get married, but my dear not allow me to stay at home, he don't like stupid lady.. I scared of this thing also, cos world changing fast nowadays, if I really become a "yellow face woman", I think I will lost the connection to the world outside, not up-to-date anymore.. Lastly, I want to have a stable life.. Life with no worries..

Haihz.. I think the percentage to sign the confirmation letter will be very high.. Coz I worried too many.. Sign or Resign?