激动

人就是好奇！什么都想知道，但是一旦知道了自己又会不开心。那又何必呢？之前有个朋友认识了一个中国女子，在上个月就飞过去找那个女的，刚刚回来不久而 已。我就八卦问了他在那边一个月怎么样，他给的答案，并不是我想要的。聊了一下，他告诉我说在不久后会到中国的贵阳发展。我的直觉告诉我，他是为了那女的 才过去，可是他告诉我的竟然是“我是为了工作才去哪的”。哎哟，要我怎么相信啊？那么多国家不要去，就偏偏要到哪里，好奇怪啊！到底是不是给那女的冲昏了 头啊！

他说他的兄弟朋友们都很支持他的做法，支持他过去那边发展，但是为什么我不支持？我怎么可以支持呢？明知道是不好的，难道我还推他去吗？好难理解啊！在一个人做决定时，可能会问其他人的意见，但是当每个人的意见相同时，他就会觉得这样做是对的。唉，可能他就是抱着这个想法！

就为了这件事，我和他争吵了几次，可是他就是不听。我也不知道为什么我会那么的激动，不干自己的事又何必那么紧张呢。可是就是不想自己的朋友被骗。我也不可以说是骗，因为我没接触过那女的。可是真实的案件也看很多，“他们”就是骗钱的，我怎么可以让我的朋友这样呢。朋友，醒来吧！

被玩死

这星期本来有活动，可是被取消了，因为执照没拿到的关系，所以要延迟到下个星期。正当每个人放松时，客户又说活动可能要在这星期举行，叫我们备用。到底要怎么样啊？我还有很多东西没准备好，怎么办？活动真的在每天举行的话，可能会有错漏的地方，这次肯定中插得够够力。为什么啊？

我怕中插，可是我希望是在这星期做，因为下星期就是我的生日了，不想做工。我和彬彬已经约好要出去玩，当作是庆祝了。不想让其他的东西破坏我们的计划。做或不做待会儿就会知道，等待的心情，确实很复杂！

Promise

That day I have promised Wai Hong that when I have roadshow, will ask him as my event crew, but my manager don't want, coz he scared I keep talking with him in the roadshow.. Haihz, I think he got the bad experience.. Last time one of my colleague ask her boyfriend for work, the whole day they just talking and talking, both of them doing the same thing, then left my manager alone doing the work.. Quite pity!!

Hmmm, but I wouldn't, coz I'm not with him anymore, so what for to talk so much with him, we are just working.. Hope my manager will change his mind and I can do what I have promise also..

This week roadshow at Yayasan, in front of BB Plaza.. Hope nothing happen.. God bless!!

Kao Kao

This morning scolded by my manager, damn no mood now.. What's the fuck he want? He want to scold my colleague, but scold me too.. Damn fed up now.. When I reach office, he still want to scold about that small matter.. I already settle all the thing in time, what he want some more? Said that I don't know how to measure which thing is important.. Haihz.. All the thing is my fault.. Is it boss is always the right?

想你

知道你在哪生活的很好，我很开心，
有时会想起你，你的脸，你的动作，你的所有所有，
思念的心情难以形容，
收在心里的话很想对你说，
就一句，我想你！

Die

My laptop overheat these few days, automatic shutdown.. So worried.. Think to buy a laptop cooler, but don't know which one better.. Some of it are too cheap, and some are too expensive.. Hard to decide which one to buy.. Now using my colleague's cooler, hope tonight can get a laptop cooler.. Haihz..

Yam Cha

Friday night yam cha with my friends.. Attendee: Wai Soon, Wei Sien, Xiao Wei and her husband, Sok Wan, Wai Hong and me.. Almost 2 months we didn't meet each others, so want to have a gathering.. Some of them even thought that I wanna get marriage, so call them out for yam cha.. Haha!!

So regret to call Wai Hong for yam cha, he show off himself the whole night.. We just listen to him talking and talking for non-stop.. He just finished his soldier training, so keep talking his thing inside the camp.. It was damn boring to hear that.. Almost everything he want to show off.. Haihz.. All of us felt very uneasy when he said all that words.. Really beh Tahan.. He really didn't change his attitude since last time.. So disappointed..

After that I got talk about my work and I'm looking for Event Crew.. He got the interest in doing this job, cos quite high pay.. I promise him that I will ask him for job, but I saw him behave like this, maybe I will not ask him for being a crew.. Scare to hear all that bullshit in the event.. Haihz.. How come last time I will fall in love with him?? Wondering.. Maybe blind already..

My Boring Weekend

Haihz.. Today was damn free, cos nothing to do.. Last time I was so enjoy the time staying at home, but now is totally different, cos very boring.. No one at home, nobody talk to me.. So so pity myself.. Luckily my sister came back, then I played mah jong with her and my mum.. Lucky, I won about RM40.. Haha!!

My dad and brother came back at 9'clock, then we went for Father Day's dinner, the first time I share money with my siblings for the dinner.. Is so happy to treat my dad for a dinner, he also very happy.. Now start to earn money, have to treat my parent better.. Hoho!! Next time dinner I will pay for it too!!

Hmmm.. Back home.. Bored.. Actually how to survive in a boring time? I really wish that today is working day, at least I got thing to do!!

Thirteen of June

My working life was damn funny, when I'm free, it's damn free, but when I busy, it's super duper busy.. Today, considered free, cos I got nothing to do.. Early in the morning, I open my laptop for songs, then playing Sudoku.. Haha!! What's a free time..

After one and half hour, my manager bring me out to Sungei Wang, Low Yat and KLCC.. Haihz.. Being spy again, cos we saw Celcom roadshow in front of Pavilion.. Then we went to Sungei Wang, go to survey the place.. In July, we have the roadshow overthere.. Hoho!!

Hmmm.. Last location, KLCC.. My manager meeting at Maxis Center, but I don't want to follow, so walk around there.. Damn boring.. Walking alone being so lonely.. Luckily he finished meeting in a short time, so I don't have to wait for that long..

Haihz.. Phin not with me in these 3 days, he went to Penang, so I have plan some activities for this coming weekend.. So tonight I will go yam cha with my friends.. Haha!! Nice plan..

太荒谬了

这几天上班好像去了桑拿一样，因为公司的空调坏了。唉，怎么会这样？真的热到半死，死命出汗。我的上司带了一个风扇来，可是那里够吹呢？真的很热啊！

空调坏的日子：
第一天：空调吹热风出来，过后发出吵杂声音，一下下，整间公司停电了。
第二天：维修人员来了，带了一个二手的compressor来安装，冷气确实有操作，可是不冷。
第三天：空调又吹热风出来，吵杂声依然有，维修的人还没来。

到底公司几时才会有冷气啊？老板说：“我们就快要搬公司了，所以不会换空调”。距离搬新公司还有一个月，难道老板要我们热一个月吗？公司没冷气，实在太荒谬了!

Crying

Today I've cried for two times, really ugly when crying inside the shopping mall and outside the bas stop.. Many people looking at me that time, got one girl still come over to me and asking why i'm here crying.. Haihz..

Doing roadshow is really hard, facing a lot of people and have to know how to communicate with them and be careful all the words have been said.. Today I have did this mistake, I think is a mistake, but maybe is just misunderstanding.. I just joking with my staffs and the dealer's staff heard it and thought what I said is what I mean.. Really wanna F*** the idiot stupid dealer staffs.. Then fella's boss call to my manager and complaint me.. What the F***!! What so serious about it? Are they so free to hear what I talk with my staffs? They all chatting at the roadshow, and didn't do their job, this thing they didn't report to their boss, but what I said them, they go and tell their boss.. Need to said the Words again la.. F*** F*** F***!!

The fucker that shoot me behind named "Jessica", she always called me "Yen" I dunno why.. So when her boss call to my manager, I'm beside him, I know what the boss is complaining.. And one more thing, when need to complaint a people, please make sure the name is correct.. The face is me, but name is wrong.. Idoit fucker Jessica.. Really wanna find people to rape her..

Haihz.. After working in this company, start getting crazy, and high emotional.. I stay in this company coz I like this event job.. but really cannot stand when people shooting around.. In roadshow, I tried my best to do what my manager and client wants, try to solve the problems, but still they are not enough.. Haha!! This type of life is not suit me anyway.. Really have to make a decision, either stay or quit?

Pei Xin

My cute cute niece , Pei Xin.. This is her latest photo.. Hoho.. 4 months already..