A Super Short Getaway

Last Saturday, we went to Port Dickson for a short break. It's actually to attend ex-colleague's wedding at Batu Pahat, after the ceremony, only we heading to Port Dickson.

Due to school holiday, most of the hotel is fully booked. Luckily still able to find one at Thistle Port Dickson Resort and Spa. A normal deluxe room cost me RM475 (room only). Maybe because we checked-in late evening, we got a free upgrade room at the same price. From Deluxe Room to Indigo Suite, it cost around RM1,500 per night. What a good start for our holiday. It's good to spend our time here, but just too short.

On second day, we walked at the beach side and enjoyed our morning at swimming pool, awesome swimming pool. There are 2 wading pool and pool with different height 1.5m, 1.8m, 2.0m and 2.5m. Suitable for people who know how to swim, but of course not for me.

Myself and Moon Moon enjoy so much, hope to have another short break very soon.

半年

彬彬离开已经半年了，真的很佩服自己到底这半年是怎样过的。每天都会想起彬彬，每天都会问：“你好不好啊？”很想你到我梦里来，可以吗？

日子难熬也熬过了，全部的心血就放在阿妹身上。我不能垮，阿妹需要我，我得硬着头皮往前走。我伤心的是彬彬没能看着阿妹成长，但是我相信彬彬爸爸也能在另一边看到的。

12月份，我们最喜欢的月份，因为圣诞节快到了，每一年都会一起过，现在没啦！你在，会有多好啊！想起第一次的圣诞节，在你的小房间里，你为我布置的惊喜，我到现在还记得，雪人和YewYew是你送我的第一份圣诞节礼物，还有一张很大的卡片，是因为你，我才会真么喜欢圣诞节，这么的喜欢企鹅。每年圣诞你都会吹圣诞歌给我听，吹口哨真的很难，我不会！以后再也没得听了。

没什么圣诞礼物想要，All I want for Christmas is YOU，爱你，彬彬！ 

Moon's Learning Stage

On July 26, Moon Moon joined the trial class at Q-dees. Today is the last school day in 2016, during the past 4 months, she learned a lot from school, she is having a good study environment, interacting with friends. Thank you Teacher Jessy and Teacher Mala for the caring and guidance to Moon Moon.

Q-dees (en-nightingale 1)

Teacher Jessy & Teacher Mala

没有彬彬的日子

今天已经是彬彬离开我的第五个月，原来我真的很不习惯。每天都会想起彬彬，做些什么都很想跟他分享，可是他不在了。人们常说的格言是对的“珍惜眼前人”，我真的很后悔当初一直吵架，没有好好把握在一起的每分每秒，人总是要失去了，才会懂得珍惜。这个道理有多少人会明白呢，我现在明白了，这种感觉真的很痛苦，比死更难受。

 现在我没有了帮我做决定的人，和我分忧的人，什么事情都得自己解决。做决定真的很难！

那天新月宝贝突然说她想念爸爸，问爸爸几时回来，我跟她说，爸爸不会回来了，爸爸现在在“请请拜拜”的地方，要是想念爸爸就望着天空，想跟爸爸说话就对着蓝天说，爸爸会听到的。收拾彬彬东西的时候，新月会说：“呢个系我爸爸嘅”。听到她这么说我又伤心了。很多东西还放在原位，不晓得是我懒惰呢？还是我不想去收拾？彬彬用剩的洗发水还在厕所里，内裤袜子也全都在抽屉里，牙刷也一直挂在那里。就是不想动任何他的东西，想一直留着，就像以前一样。

 现在想不到将来，未来的我和新月会是怎样的呢？我不知道。

 彬彬，我好想你！

Bangkok Shopping Trip 2016

Bangkok Trip: 14.10.2016 - 16.10.2016

Long waited short getaway for myself, Bangkok shopping trip with cousin sister. 3D2N stay in Lemontea Hotel, Pratunam, iced lemon tea as the welcomed drink. Refreshing!!

Precious every seconds, we checked-in directly, keep our luggage in the hotel and start to shop. Me and cousin gone crazy, shop at Platinum Mall for 9 hours (10am - 7pm), and of course, it spent me a lot. End up, we need to buy a "big" bag to put all our things in. Ta-da!!

Then we put the bag back to hotel and get out again for dinner. After long shopping hours, we just had a simple dinner outside Platinum Mall before heading to Central World and Big C Supercenter. There are few food trucks right in front of Platinum Mall, and we had our dinner at Noddle Bar. Due to communication problem, it's my first time to have a non-spicy TomYam Noodle, taste not bad, but it's weird with no spicy. They allowed to choose type of noodles, the waiter recommend me the noodle, when it served, it actually "Wan Tan Noodle". Nice try. Tom Yam Noodle @ 60 baht.

Time flies, we end our day with nice massage nearby our hotel, which is Arunda Oriental Massage, 1 hour foot massage @ 250 baht. Nice and cozy environment, they do prepare tea session after massage. Relax to the max.

On the second day, we starts our shopping at 1pm, just because to rest more before to shop more. We went to Siam Square One, Hello Kitty House for our brunch. Thought it will be super long queue, but surprisingly no crowd. Food and drink is just too cute to eat. Since we spent more than 500 baht, we can purchase Hello Kitty Mug (5 pcs) for only 900 baht, nice collection of mug, love it so much.

 

Pancake Brunch 

 

 

Ham and Cheese Toast + Hot Cuppucino

 

 

Hello Kitty Mug Collection 

 

After our brunch, we went to BoxSpace, located at Ratchayothin, a new place to explore, but unfortunately, it's closed. All the shops switched off to mourn the passing King, due to this reason, some of the roads has closed, people get stucked in the traffic jam, so are we. Then we went to MBK, shop again. 

Always tried new things in Bangkok, there is an almond ice-cream in KFC, 20 baht. It's yummy, but just too sweet for me. 

Since we are lazy to discover new place, we get back to the food trucks outside Platinum Mall for our dinner, and today we had pizza at "Baby Pizza", highly recommend. It's delicious, thin crunch pizza. We have ordered "Tom Yam Seafood Pizza" and "Smoked Salmon Pizza".

 

 

Along the way back to hotel, they are some stalls selling handmade souvenir. Can't stop myself to have it. And here, I have bought Mui Mui a cute little pig with her name "Mui" on the body. A doll just for her.

 

 

It's time for massage again, we get back to the massage center nearby our hotel. Since all the sessions are full, we then took the free shuttle service provided by Arunda back to hotel. Once massage is available, Arunda will send the buggy to pick us. Today we had 2 hours Thai body massage @ 600 baht.

 

Over so soon, It's last day of our trip. Early in the morning, we woke up at 7am, just to shop nearby at Pratunam Market, morning market open from 5am - 9am. After 3 hours, again we go back with full bags of clothes. It's rainy day, but it won't spoiled my mood to shop. After check-out, we keep the luggage at hotel, and we head to Platinum Mall again for last round. And I have forgot to have my lunch, just get myself a hot crepe, enjoy it with a massage car, 20 baht for 10 minutes.

    
Nothing much in this trip except shopping, shopping, and shopping.

Moon's First Stage Performance @ Q-dees Annual Concert

Moon just started her preschool in August at Q-dees Pandan Indah, she enjoyed her school life very much, making new friends and socialize with others. 

She is an independent kid. On her first school day, surprisingly no crying. I brought her to the classroom, and just awhile, she can adapt to the environment and asked me to go back. Very soon, I just dropped by in front of the school and she able to get to her class by her own. Good job, my girl.

Moon is so lucky, she able to join Q-dees annual concert just held on 3rd September 2016. With limited practice, she manage to memorize all the steps and perform it well. Nice show from Moon and friends, credited to Teacher Jessy and Teacher Mala. And of course myself too, she taught me the steps and we practice together at home. Well done, baby.

 My pretty girl with her costume

Performance by En-nightangale(1) - Cowboy Dance

念你 [我的彬彬]

今年是我们结婚六周年，你说会和我白头偕老，你骗我，你走啦，丢下我和阿妹！

2016年6月2日，你不在了！

在医院的那段日子，是我人生中最痛苦的一段日子，每天看见你躺在病床上，我却什么都做不到。除了帮你按摩、抹身，我什么都做不到。为什么病魔会看中你？可是我会觉得很庆幸，你很快就得到解脱，不用被病魔折磨。

日子一天一天地过，没有你在身边，觉得特别孤单。以前都会等你回家，或是你等我回家。现在每次听到钥匙声音，我都会去看是谁，但是一定不会是你回来。彬彬，我很想你，你知道吗？我每天对着天空说话，你有听见吗？我每晚都希望你来梦里找我，可是你才出现过那么的一次。在梦里，你没事了，可以走动，不用再吃药，也不用再给病魔缠身了。你自由啦！

为什么我们相处的时间那么短？为什么天要把你带走？为什么你什么都没说就走了？现在就剩下我和阿妹，阿妹还小，不知道你的离开，我每天都会在她面前提起你，让她对你有印象，不会把你这个爸爸给忘了。单亲妈妈的生活会是怎样？在戏里经常会看到“寡母婆守仔”，但我从来没想过这会发生在我身上。真的就那么的不幸，我成了寡妇，一个单亲妈妈，往后的日子要怎么过呢？我不知道，我只知道为了阿妹，我要坚强，我要好好抚养阿妹，母兼父职，教导她往好的路走。

阿妹经常会对我说：“等爸爸回来啦”，爸爸回来了就可以带她去看烟花、去沙滩、去游泳、去看电影、去动物园，可是这一切不会再有了，爸爸不会回来了。每次听见她这么说，我的心很痛，为什么会这样？阿妹以后会是怎样？没有爸爸陪伴成长的孩子会不会缺少什么，会不会很偏激？我发现到，自从你不在后，她没什么安全感了，非常贴人。

现在出去买东西，都会不自觉地去看你用的洗发露、Hair Gel、男装、你爱吃的通心粉。经常都会想念你的厨艺。以后没有人陪我逛街、吃饭、睡觉、看戏、洗衣服、整理房间、去旅行了。没有人当我的司机，得自己驾车。晚上少出门，因为没人陪很危险。也得自己照顾阿妹，想偷懒也不行了。

遗憾的就是我们没有自己的一个“家”，以后有机会，我会和阿妹搬出去，组织我们的家。给阿妹一个家，也给我们俩一个迟来的家。

天上的彬彬爸爸，不用担心我和阿妹，我们会好好地生活。

我们最后的全家福

The Music Run @ Sepang Circuit

~Throwback~

My first marathon in life · The Music Run

This run was held at Sepang Circuit, it's exactly the F1 track. What a good experience to run on the track, but I'm walking instead. With no exercise, no practice and no training, I go for this 5km run, it's really killing.

The run with 5 genre of songs, Rock, Pop, Old School, Hip Hop and Dance. Each kilometer with different songs. I'm old folks, I love old school the most. After the run, we can enjoy the stage event, it's party time. DJ playing songs and dance together.

Love this event so much, think should have practice before go for a run.